| wooooah..havnt been here in a while.. |
[Apr. 28th, 2005|12:11 pm] |
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| | gimme that nut-Eazy E...funny f*n stuff | ] |
ok so i decided to right in this thing again because i was b o r e d...not in school cuz i have a fricken head cold...and get this PROMS TOMORROW..yah, such goodluck i have huh, gooo me!.. anyways me and erik have been goin out for almost 6 months now :) and i couldn't be annnnny happier...erik if u see this i love u!!. allriiight, well not much has happened since uhhh january lol...well i turned 17 in march =) woop woop...annnnnd uhhhhhhhhhh i dunno......im to drugged up to write in this junk right now, soooo ya ill be back whenever...
leave a comment!
peace outtttt
wooord
annnnnnnnnnnd cut :)
thats a rap.
ilu*mr.muscles |
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| snooooowday |
[Jan. 26th, 2005|06:33 am] |
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| | get right- Jlo | ] |
woah havnt wrote in this thing in a long time.. lets see wats happened since like newyears haha.. ummm NOTHING! been goin to school and all that gay stuff.. babysitting .. seeing erik =) umm goin to his hockey games and just hanging out.. i hung out with amanda the other day last week haha we went to eriks hockey game.. it was fun but FREEEEZING and i feel bad cuz i took her jacket =( lol sorry manda..then we watched the murdock game, ha surprisingly they won :-0..big surprise there, literally.. i have a stupid wedding comming up that i hafta be in ... not fun.. i gotta go find a stupid dress for that.. speaking of dresses i found my prom dress :D its pink and its wicked pretty, i cant wait til prom.. 3 months!! hmmm... wat else.. my birthdays comming up soon woop woop march 22 haha if u wana call that "comming up" 17 8) its about time.. lol well since its a snowday im gunna go sleeeep cuz later im going sledding :D woop l8er duudes
erik i love you =) almost 3 months :D yaaaay |
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| let me see.. |
[Jan. 13th, 2005|05:51 pm] |
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| | Get Righ :: JlO* | ] |
hmm.. well lets see, went to school..dont ask how that was cuz im sure you'd know *boring* came home didnt hafta babysit today thankgod =)but i hafta tommorow =( on a f*n friday grrr.. but after babysitting tommorow me and erik are goin to the movies cuz i havnt seen him since sunday!! thats a long time when u love somebody as much as i love him..then im at my dads for the rest of the weekend.. WOOT lmao miranda!.. sat im goin snowmobiling hope i dont die.. anyways enough about my already planned weekend lol. today in family life i said WOOOOT to miranda cuz she actually matched! i was amazed, it was a fuckin miracle!! haha and shes like WOOT? im like yah .. ya know like woohoo? shes like woot sounds like a dieing owl.. woot wooot lmao haha.. u just hafta hear how miranda says these things, cuz if u did im sure ud find her histaricle too. then we were flingin all my hair elastics at some chic we dont like..lol goood fun gooood fun 8) .. then me bec amanda miranda and cassie broke our table and made it small =) we had a little party! after 4 times of tryin we accomplished it.. WOOOOOOOT.. the sub didnt appreciate it to much , but ehh fuck him haha =) well im gunna go sleeeeeeep or watch tv or something.. thank god tommorows a half day and i dont hafta go!!! :D :D .. l8er DUDES*
i love you :)
mr. muscles ;) |
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| uhhuhyuppsuuuure |
[Jan. 12th, 2005|04:22 am] |
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| | Only You :: Ashanti | ] |
ooo i am soooooo f*n tired, alls i can say is i hope and pray 2 god that theres no school cuz i am SO tired..i think i got 8hrs a sleep since monday, yah thats def not cool.. i dont even care if we hafta make up another day in the summer..i just wanna go to sleeep =( ughh im miserable im tired beyond belief, i dont wanna go to school,i MISS erik more then youd know and its only been 3days since i last seen him..but to me it feels like a lifetime..i hafta fucking babysit today at 2:30..alskjdglvkjadlkjlkjasf :: i have a kajillion and 1 problems im fuckin grummmmmmmmpy ... see wat no sleep does to you? it makes ya do crazy things, take me for example.. im about as crazy as they come but hey watever i could give a shit less at wat someone thinks..really i could.. but im goin now *still hopin for no school*..
:) mr.muscles
I love you & miss you.. =( |
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| you know, your almost half cool.. |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|03:59 pm] |
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| | Ride or Die :: Monica | ] |
ha wat a day..went to school not the good part..came home bingo heres the good part lol so me and bec bitch at this scrub at school who has like absolutley no friends ya the friend things not the point, its just wat she says.. first me and bec are cunts, next were dikes hmm.. last i checked if u liked GUYS u werent a dike fuckin der! now were "dutches" aka douches but in her little world she has a mind of her own.. so anyways becs arguing with her and shes commin up with the dumbest comebacks ( the scrub )and bec goes.. " you know, your almost half cool" lmfao that made my day..i dont know y but it just did.. stupid random things are hilarious to me and the littlest things make my day hahaha. but anyways us half cool losers have homework so go us ;)and i gotta make some dumb book for history, a book! wat the hell are we in 3rd grade..
mr.muscles :D i love you!!
bec your almost half cool you dutch..need that 300$ you poor poor bitch..lmfao wat would i do w/out you hahaha lyl bff |
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| freeeeeeezing |
[Jan. 11th, 2005|05:20 am] |
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| | My Everything :: Nick Lachey | ] |
holy mother its fuckin cooooold...i hate getting outa the shower then freezing! i hate it i hate it i hate it..im hungry and i dont wanna go to school and im hungry and i dont wanna go to school, did i mention i was hungry & didnt wanna go to school? and im cold oo yahh i freeezinng.. grr im so mad i def dont wanna go to fuckin school.. aojsg;ojaeoir;gj;aoije thats wat i have to say to that! who needs school anyways..ok maybe i do cuz im dumb but WHY so EARLY wat the fuck is the point of starting at 7 fuckin AM.. y not 9? or 10? id give anything to sleep til fuckin 730, i think i get a whole 5hrs of sleep a night..5 fucking hours cuz thats after u do all the homework they pile you with.. 11th grade fuckin sucksss cant wait to fuckin be a senior and pce the hell outa that school..1 more year, 1 moreeeeeee yearrrrrr oo and i cant waiiit! but im still hungry so im gunna go raid the fridge for food
..dfagybhlkrjglkj uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuh dont wanna go to school
i love you!i couldnt picture my life without you.. i dont know where id be without you.. dont you ever leave . . . |
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| yup yup |
[Jan. 10th, 2005|05:46 am] |
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| | :: My Girl :: its stuck in my head!.. | ] |
monday morning.. yay,not! well actually i am in a good mood today considering its monday morning,and im gunna be goin to school soon..hmmm go figure! anyway i cut my hair last night =( big mistake, everyone likes it but me.. it was so long and now its soo short i musta cut 3 inches off =( i started crying while the lady cut it haha, but i mean.. it was my hair!! =( then i called erik and told him , thought he was gunna be mad but he said "anything looks beautiful on you" so that made me feel alot better about it =) thx babe! .. anyways yumm coffee and english muffins i cant remember the last time i actually drank coffee and ate breakfast, boy im moving up in the world haha.. yah well gotta get going to school, then straight home no babysitting :D!! yaaaaay! hope everyone likes the new haircut.. :-/ im kinda scared to find out . . .oo man i amuse myself lol
Erik =) i love you!! |
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| akljdfk;jasdlfj;lksrgj =) got me? |
[Jan. 9th, 2005|01:53 pm] |
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| | 50 cent n the game :: how we do | ] |
alrighty another day of writing in this thing..well lets see last night erik was here until about 1230 cuz him and my dad were working on his car..tryin to put a cd player in it.. fun stuff , so yah that was about a 5 hr job and there still not done! so anyways i was wicked tired, said i was gunna go watch a movie , which i intended to but kinda saw the stairs and decided that they were my new bestfriend and went to sleep there haha =) about 2 hours later we brought erik home.. ya try waking up then having to go out in the FREEZING cold ya def not fun .. so yeah today woke up and got ready, then went to eriks hockey game =) they WON wooot .. dont worry erik i thought u played good!!but i froze my butt off there let me tell you.. dont wear a sweatshirt to a hockey game thats my tip to you .. anyways my dad and erik are out in the garage workin on his car so i better go see wat there up to..
:D i love you!! |
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| s n o w * =) |
[Jan. 8th, 2005|04:46 pm] |
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| | Drive :: Incubus | ] |
hoooray!!!! its snowing =)i love the snow.. yeah so today i didnt really do much.. sat around with bec .. got my nails done went snowmobiling =) and hung around with courteney and johanna cuz i havnt seen them in forever! so that was fun i guess.. now im just waiting for erik to come over.. hes on his way home from his hockey game in vermont! they won! YAY and erik was on 1st line again =) i wish i coulda been there.. but i will be tommorow =) yeah so our 2 month was yesterday wish i woulda known he coulda came over cuz i wanted to see him =( but ill get to see him soon so thats a good thing =) i wanna build a snowman! haha.. me and bec are gunna make transexual snowmans w/ boobs and a dick hahaha <-- inside joke kinda thingy.. had to be there.. anyway me and bec babysat last night... oo soo fun not.. "tom" aka doug drove by and visited us, that was cool cuz i havnt talked to him in a while.. but anyway im gunna go build a snowman =) haha ill update whenever......
.* Erik *.
i <3 u
your everything to me.. =) |
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| wat was that? dr phil loves cooch? |
[Jan. 7th, 2005|05:30 pm] |
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| | only you :: ashanti | ] |
LuckieChick420: i was watching dr. phil and this chic is like he said im his best friend wiht a vaginia! lol
hmmm...shes just a little bit crazy.. but you gotta love her!! haha bff bec.... yeah so todays me and eriks 2 months =) yay!! i love you erik!!! .. anyway went to school, had a good day at school considering how much i hate it, then came home and got ready to come to winch - my dads house - and babysit.. yay.. not.. but becs commin to sleep over so that should make it fun! haha we always get in trouble.. but shes like my other half and i do love her! in a bestfriend/sister way perverts.. anyway tommorow i get to see erik for 2 seconds in the a.m.. then tommorow night =) and sunday im goin to his hockey game! wooot there gunna kick butt mannn... but anyway just wanted to update about my weekend ..ill spill out some more over the weekend l8er dudes
_-Laura-_
these past 2 months have been amazing, your the only one who puts a smile on my face.. i love you erik *11.7.04* |
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| here comes a bad day.. |
[Jan. 6th, 2005|08:29 am] |
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| | baby its you ::jo jo | ] |
snowday thought that was gunna be a good thing but boy was i wrong all i look forward to is a day of hell..my brothers are a bunch of queers and like to wake everyone up at 630 and fuckin cause a bunch of hell around here yelling and screaming hmm wat a thing to wake up to.. the only good part of my morning was talkin to erik =) erik you always make my day so much better.. and you always put a smile on my face :) i cant wait until he gets home from shchool so i can talk to him!!! anyway im out..
Erik i love you so much |
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| this is a confusing deal.. |
[Jan. 5th, 2005|02:32 pm] |
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| | ::whatever tommorow brings:: | ] |
well today was a good day and a sad day.. good because.. well i really dont know y it was a good day but it was? confusing deal right there.. and a sad day because sean died 1yr ago today =( were missin you mannz! .. yeah well just wanted to update i guess.. ill write back whenever!
.*Laura
..watever tommorow brings ill be there with open arms and eyes..
Erik i love you so much 11-7-04
Sean Manjourea 12-11-86*1-5-04
Been 1yr today and we miss you so much..you were such an awesome person but u know wat they say, only the good die young RIP sean youll never be forgotten ='( |
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| ..let me see.. |
[Jan. 4th, 2005|07:52 pm] |
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| | Soldier *::* Destineys Child | ] |
well lets see got up went to school <-- fun place..not got home had to go babysit ughh that was a blast ..not.. but i make 20$ a day so you know it works for me cuz im not complaining yeahh after babysitting i went shopping =) woop i love shopping!! uMmMm.. let me think i have a boring life so nothing exciting happens until the weekends , well speaking of the weekend friday my dads puttin eriks plates on his car..sat im goin to his hockey game in virginia..sunday im goin to his game in winch.. it should be a good weekend.. but anyways im gunna go try on all the new clothes i bought =) l8er dudes*
.*Laura
Erik =) man o man do i love you.. i never wanna lose you either, you mean the WORLD to me thanks for the 2 months, your amazing :) |
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| going back to school sucks... |
[Jan. 3rd, 2005|05:19 am] |
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| | My Everything ::: Nick Lachey | ] |
yippy..monday morning at 500 am .. wat could be better then going back to school? hmm ill tell ya.. ANYTHING .. ughh i hate school so much!! i wish we had another week on vacation so i could spend more time with erik =).. well anyway today i get to go to school, then at 230-600 i get to babysit woot!..not* but hey its 20$ a day and i babysit 9 times this month so it works for me =) ka chiiing lol.. then ill come home and call my babii :D i love you so much erik!! hmmm... oo yesss its almost 2 months for me n erik yay! i think its funny how my sisters think hes hott hahahaha.. everytime they see him they check him out.. awww my sisters have a wittle cwush on ewik haha =)o well they cant have him cuz hes mine*.. anyway gotta go finish getting ready for school <--woohoo dont i sound enthused.. l8er duudes*
<3*Laura
erik i love you so much , you are *everything* to me and nothing else in life can compare =) |
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| hmm..wat a week... |
[Jan. 2nd, 2005|09:03 pm] |
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| | Just Lose it :: Eminem | ] |
well lets see i had the best week ive ever had in a long time.. my christmas was awesome, and the whole entire week i was with erik =) that made life so much better.. monday night he came over my house and we had pizza with the family, then he helped me babysit while my parents went shopping..tuesday he came to the mall with me and my sister, he did more shopping then me!! lol tuesday night i got my nails done, erik likes them but there driving me insane.. wednesday me and erik went to the mall again but with my little sister and her friend.. thank god she didnt take as long to shop as my other sister! hmm..i bought a really cute skirt... thursday erik came over again and we babysat til 10:00 while my parents went out for dinner.. then friday i was at eriks for new years eve it was awesome i had alot of fun.. lets see yesterday i went to his house again and we went bowling w/ his neighbors HA that was a trip lol .. went out to eat after that then went back to his house and watched the night flier <-- mad scary lol then they get the bright idea to go take a walk through eriks 4 wheeler trail after we watch the movie.. this was at midnight.. i didnt go and neither did they..but then they all decided to scare me in the garage because they had the lights turned off and it was just scarry after seein that movie.. yeah so they went to the mirror and said "bloody mary" 10 times then said "red rum" which is murder backwards.. they had me in tears and shaking like u wouldnt belive for the entire night.. thanks assholes lol jp.. yeah so then i went home around 12:45 that night.. and the funny thing is my dad didnt care that i came home at that time all he said was " well i just assume when u come home late you were just havin a good time" i was like waaaaaaat... crazi stuff..then today i went to erik house and we went in the jacuzzi =) and watched tv and hooked up his neons to his car.. yay finally haha.. well that was my fun filled week as i like to put it :P.. but i gotta go get in bed n stuff cuz .. yay school tommorow.. not* =( ill update whenever.... later*
i love you erik =) |
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| 2005* woop woop |
[Jan. 1st, 2005|10:51 am] |
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| | how we do :: the game n 50cent | ] |
Happy New Year!! wooot 2005 do u know wat that means? 1 more year of fuckin school until i graduate!! yay =)..anyway yesterday i went over to eriks house and spent new years eve with him..it was soo much fun he had a party n stuff and we took an adventurous walk through the woods to get to the sand pits yeah did i mention i walked into a tree about 6 times? yeah then they all decided to scare me tellin me there was COYOTES comming for me..bunch of assholes lol jp then we went back and had a snowball fight, which not to mention i got nailed in the ass yeah that kinda hurt..oo but i white washed erik with ICE cuz it was payback from the other day yeah then we all had our "Drinks" ;-) and that topped the night lol.. but yeah it was a wicked awesome night i had alot of fun =)buttt i gotta go find something to do cuz its saturday and ...i just hafta do something :P l8er duuudes*
HAPPPY NEW YEAR *2o05*
i love you erik |
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[Dec. 31st, 2004|11:43 am] |
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| | Tangeled up in me :: Skye | ] |
haha aint it cute?..yeah anways wooot todays new years eve wat a great holiday..NOT..well actually today might be cuz im goin to ERIKS :D yay =)...yeah well theres nothin else to say... pce out duuuuudes*
o and leave a FUCKING comment =)
i love you erik |
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| O MY GOSH ITS A BLOB |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|10:51 pm] |
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| | dunnnoooooo | ] |
awwwww isnt it cute! =) |
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| i LOVED it =) not sex u sickos.. |
[Dec. 30th, 2004|10:45 pm] |
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| | Nobodys Home :: Avril | ] |
boy o boy i LOVED today...erik came over after "stick time" and then we had to babysit..that was fun tho...except when they decided to WHITE WASH ME..ya not cool...but yeah i spent the whole day with him and i LOVED it =)anyway im gunna go talk to my babi =) I LOVE YOU ERIK
pce out duuuudes *
i wuv u erik =) |
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| life in the WINCH |
[Dec. 29th, 2004|10:06 pm] |
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| | soldier :: Destinys Child | ] |
omg winchendon is SO boring..there is like absolutley nothing and i mean NOTHING to do here...theres no movies no good restaurants NOTHING..but anyway enough complaining about that..yeah so today i went to the mall with my babi =) i got a wicked cute skirt and a cute pink purse from aero and erik got this celtics hat and damn does he look BANGIN in it let me tell you...anyway hes such a sweetheart, he carried all my bags too haha =) lets see i saw courteney and johanna at the mall..god i havnt seen johanna in forver!!..but i did so it was nice seeing her =) so yeah spending sum wat of the day with erik was the only good part of my day =) soo yeah im bored gunna go do something l8er dudes*
ScRuFfY :)
i love you erik <33 your all i ever needed to be happy...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESS!! WOOP WOOP here comes the incredible hulk cake haha luv yah lots |
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| b o r e d .... |
[Dec. 28th, 2004|05:26 pm] |
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| | True *.Ryan Cabrera | ] |
god im so friken bored..well lets see this morning i got woken up at 830..my sister decided to get a running start and jump onto my bed and then hit me with a pillow.. yeah brilliant idea ..not!! yeah so afer i got woken up i called erik got ready then went and picked him up and we went to the mall =) the mall was boring but then again fun cuz i was with erik =).. oo and yeah i hung out with him yesterday too.. i picked him up and then he came to my house and we went out for pizza with the family.. yah that was just a trip and a half..my sister and her annoying friend were with us to and i tell you there 3 strawberries short of a fruit salad.. then he came back here and left at 10:00... and yeah now im waiting for my nail appointment =) hmm lets see how long i can keep my nails on THIS time haha.. yeah well im goin to take a shower n stuff ... ill give u all my life "update" in a few days or sumthin.... l8er*
erik i love you =)
o yes and this is for you jess.. HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! woop woop... get ready for that incredible hulk cake haha |
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| wat a bbbooorrriiinnnggg day |
[Dec. 27th, 2004|02:37 pm] |
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| | only u- Ashanti | ] |
yah today and yesterday were the most boring days of my life.. yesterday i had to organize my room and get all my new christmas stuff "situated" in there..but i talked to erik alot so that was a good thing =) yeah so i was on the phone with him til about 300am this morning and i woke up at 1000 dont ask me how i woke up so early cuz i have no idea..o actually wait i lied i do know.. cuz erik called n woke me up! thnx erik lol jp yeah so today im goin to pick up erik around 500 and were goin up to my dads house..then tommorow were goin to the mall so i can go shopping and so he can gets some sweet neons for his car.. his car is p.i.m.p let me tell you haha.. yeahh so im realllly boreddd ooo yeah yesterday sara called me =) yay! i miss her =( sprinkles cant wait to see you this summer!! were gunna have sooo much fun when u come down here, just like we used to.. im probly gunna call her today hehe my moms gunna find out that getting me my own phone line for xmas was a bad idea cuz im gunna put the phone bill through the rough! oo well its her own fault..atleast i dont hafta pay for it..she said shed pay for the bill cuz its part of the gift..but hey watever floats her boat, cuz that works for me 8-) lol..yeahh gotta babysit on new years eve =( there goes my party jp..but that does kinda suck cuz who wants to spend there friday night babysitting? ehhh not me.. then all next month i have to babysit to..but ill have about 130$ at the end of january so hey im not complainin that works for me =) then im gunna hit up the mall again.. haha.. yeahhh some people think i put my money to WASTE cuz i go shopping with it so much but i dont so... but yeahh im gunna go take a nap or sumthin until i get to see erik =) l8er duudes
<3 l a u r a
jess hannah & sara (( sprinkles )) u 3 are my girls and i dunno wat id do w/out ya! thnx for bein there and actually understanding wat a friend is .. luv yah lots
i love you erik :)
you are my everything*
^yaya.. so cuuuute.. i know.... |
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| something for my baby..cuz hes everything to me =) |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|07:59 pm] |
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| | My everything | ] |
The loneliness of nights so long
The search for strength to carry on
My every hope had seemed to die
My eyes had no more tears to cry
Then like the sun shined from up above
You surrounded me with your endless love
And all the things I couldn't see
Are now so clear to me
Chorus
You are my everything
Nothing your love won't bring
My life is yours alone
The only love I've ever known
Your spirit pulls me through
When nothing else will do
Every night I pray on bended knee
That you will always be
My everything ***
Verse
Now all my hopes and all my dreams
Are suddenly reality
You've opened up my heart to feel
The kind of love that's truly real
A guiding light that'll never fade
There's not a thing in life that I would ever trade
For the love you give and won't let go
I hope you'll always know
Chorus
Bridge
You're the breath of life in me
The only one that sets me free
And you have made my soul complete
For all time
For all time
erik i love you more then words can say... * you are my everything* =) |
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| Merry Christmas Duuuudes |
[Dec. 25th, 2004|07:48 pm] |
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| | My Everything- Nick Lachey | ] |
yay its christmas =) had the best day...well except for when i had to wake up at 6 fuckin 30 to open presents..y that early u ask? well ill tell ya.. cuz my little brothers n sisters couldn wait that long..ughh but anyways i got a bunch of clothes.. money..and my daddy bought me and my brothers n sisters snowmobiles =)!! cant wait to use the damn thing..if only i kne how haha.. then my mommie got me my own phone line =) wooot wooot.. only took me 3 years to finally get one.. but yah talked to erik alot today yayyy.. that def made my day.. but like i said before out of all the presents i got nothing compares to him =) i love you... anyway im outta here..
merry christmas =)
i love you erik
<3333 scrufffffyyy |
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| My Everything |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|07:16 pm] |
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| | My everything- Nick Lachey | ] |
Erik you are my everything..i couldnt picture my life without you in it.. youve made it complete. You are the most incredible guy, friend, and most of all boyfriend anyone could ever ask for...you have no idea how happy you make me =) i love you with all my heart and i want u to know that no present under the tree could ever even compare to wat i have now... and thats you!!! i love you hunnie =)11-7-04 until forever*
i hope you have an awesome christmas..i know i will
thanks to you!!! =)
mmmmmuuuuuuuahhhhh :-*
anyways.. i hope the rest of you all have a great christmas too!!
merry merry & a happy happy haha
<3 lauuuuraa |
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| cHrIsTmAs EvE =) |
[Dec. 24th, 2004|06:59 am] |
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| | uhh i dunno some xmas song.. haha | ] |
wooooooot its christmas eve duuuuudes =) yeah well todays not a great start to my day let me tell you.. i have little brothers who are dick heads and could give a shit less about everybody else thats for sure.. they wake the whole house up at fucking 600AM and get themselves grounded they dont learn.. someone needs to send them to bootcamp or something! ughh its makes me SO mad... anyway im goin to my dads house tonight for chirstmas eve.. yay get to spend it with the annoying sisters and brothers ( not excited ) then tommorow i come back here.. wat a boring life i have.. oo a little "howwwwwwwwdy" to sprinkes =) haha luv yah sara! .. well im gunna go try to go back to bed.. i m p o s s i b l e in this house but w/eee... l8er duudes
* Merry Christmas * :)
i got a present better then anything under the tree..
Erik i love you so much hunn =) |
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| f o r y o u s p r i n k l e s |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|06:53 pm] |
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| | amused | ] |
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| | if all the snowflakes were candy bars and milkshakes* haha | ] |
* sara your the sprinkles on my iceceam *
:) haha love you!! BFF <33 |
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| rawrrrr... |
[Dec. 23rd, 2004|12:56 pm] |
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| | pissed off | ] |
| [ | music |
| | to pissed to think of a song | ] |
well my day just fucking sucks let me tell you.. latley ive been gettin bitched at for fuckin everything..some fucking idiot IMS my brother that i DONT even know and fuckin tells him i did cocain w/ him in his fuckin basement..and that i sucked his fuckin dick.. uhh no never happened.. and now my moms telling me she doesnt think i can go to texas until the SUMMER the fucking SUMMER!!!!!!!!! GRRRRRRRRRRRRRR...if she thinks im gunna fuckin wait that long then she has another fucking thing comming.. sara dont u worry im gunna find a damn way up there to see you.. 6 months is long enough i aint waiting 8 months to see you, so dont you worry i WILL find a way even if i hafta walk my ass there.. i WILL be there in february... ughh i fuckin hate my mom somtimes she tells me i can do things then she fuckin turns around and takes it right away from me.. but hey i guess thats wat parents do.. well im tellin you one of these times shes gunna push me to FUCKING far and im gunna be outaaa this fuckin hell whole.. i hate this house SO MUCH its not even funny.. the day i turn 18 im out of here..fuckin peace out to me there is no way im gunna stay in this fuckin place any longer then 18... yah so as u can see im having a BAD FUCKING DAY and if anyone wants to make it worse then i fuckin suggest u all RE THINK that idea =)
gunna go fuckin do something... dunno wat .. just something..pce |
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| can u say.. V A C A T I O N? =) |
[Dec. 22nd, 2004|06:29 pm] |
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| |  grumpy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | i gotta smile | ] |
woot woot im on vacation!! no more school until 2005 =) ..i make it sound like its a year away haha.. too bad thats only 2 weeks=(..mann only 3 more days until christmas i cant wait!! cept i dont have much of a life from tommorow til sunday cuz i gotta spend it with my family oo yay =) yah im def not excited about that...so anyways yesterday i slept over becs house so we could work on our wedding project cuz we planned on going to school, but we decided at 900 that we wernt gunna go lol so we slept til about 1030 woke up and yay had about 10min to get ready and go to the store with her brother..yah that was fun not lol sorry keith! =)..yeah so at the store we got stuff to make pizza..well stuff for keith to make pizza cuz if we woulda made it there probly wouldnt be a house standing today haha..were baddddd cooks..anyway i went home around 230 and now i have a boring life probly until next monday =( yah im kinda in a bad mood wont mention y tho..but im outt i gotta let my pain in the ass brother on before he has a bitch fit ..ill update whenever... <-- he dont help my bad mood let me tell you..
Happy Holidays :)
laurrra*
..he always makes me smile
i love you erik *soo much* |
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| a l m o s t v a c a t i o n =) |
[Dec. 20th, 2004|08:15 pm] |
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| |  thirsty | ] |
| [ | music |
| | boulavard of broken dreams-Greenday | ] |
well i havnt wrote in this thing in i dunno how long.. jeff came home from the hospital =) yay.. high five for him mannn! anyway..this weekend was.. crazii.. friday i went over to eriks house, that was a good day =).. sat ehh not so good , got stuck babysitting from 2-8 yahh that was hell lemme tell you.. a 4 yr old a 6yr old a 8yr old and a 11yr old.. fun fun..not!!Then sunday i had my dads good old christmas party.. erik came to that =) that was another good part of my weekend.. well until my dad found a new name for him haha DUMBASS , hes gunna kill me if he sees that but.. ill make up for it haha =) Today was a goooood day..SNOWDAYYYY woot woot.. 2 days until christmas vacation!! cant wait for christmas..5 days!!.. other then that "excitment" im fuckin bored outa my mind..
o heres something..
LuckieChick420: hip hip hop hiphopapotamus haha
^ man i love her!! BFF
yah that made my day lol.. well i have nothin to say so im outta heree l8er dudes ill update whenever* =)
*lauuuuraaa
Ive never had a dream come true
Until the day that i found you* .. I love you soo much erik |
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| blahh |
[Dec. 9th, 2004|05:43 am] |
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| | sad | ] |
| [ | music |
| | lonely road | ] |
well last night was the last night i got to talk to erik..i wont get to now until sat =( goodluck erik..your gunna be fine! =).. yah about to go to school id rather be in eriks place right now i fuckin hate school soo much.. o joy double english <--see its things like that , that make me NOT wanna go to school... anyway im gunna go find food or something cuz i wont be eatin til 200 if i dont... l8er dudes*
<<3 laura
Erik I Love You sooooooo much
im gunna miss not talkin to you... =( |
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| lalalalala |
[Dec. 8th, 2004|03:22 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | crazy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | get back-ludacris | ] |
woohoo get to go see erik today..finally!!! havnt seen him in over a week but we wont get into that story...so yah went to school and had a boring ol' time like usual cept F block haha i love that class beckie miranda amanda cassie man that class fuckin kicks ass ..yupp got the sub for rota pissed of a few times.. (he has a short temper) it was awesome.. and now im home gettin ready to go see erik woowee =) well im gunna go get ready ill write in this junk tommorow... l8er dudes*
<3 lauraaa
*all we want for christmas is for you to come home =( Jeff hang in there kid your gunna be ok and home in no time*
.. we hope |
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| yipppy |
[Dec. 7th, 2004|02:29 pm] |
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| | excited | ] |
| [ | music |
| | back at one*brian mcknight | ] |
Wooooohooooo 1 month for me and erik =)I LOVE YOU today had to be the best day in a long time just because i was thinkin about erik all day (even tho i do every day :P)hopefully i get to see him tonight =) im sooo excited :D :D ... anywho... gunna go listen to music and watch tv.. ill update some other time ..l8er dudes*
<3honky :P (haha miranda)
I LOVE YOU SOO MUCH ERIK! :)
one your like my dream come true
two just wanna be with YOU*
three its more then plain to see that your the only one for me
four repeat steps 1 through 3
five ill make you fall in love with me... |
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| ehhh |
[Dec. 6th, 2004|02:31 pm] |
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| |  blah | ] |
| [ | music |
| | soldier | ] |
yah the weekend def sucked..didnt talk to erik at all yesterday cept for like 2 min on the computer =(.. found out my cousin and good friend jeff was lifeflighted to UMASS because of a 4-wheeler accident :( hang in there bud ure gunna be ok your a tough kid and you can pull through we luv ya.. anyway today also sucked and was boring the only good part of the day was SNOW!woohoo yupp tommorows me and eriks 1month =) yay im excited about that hopefully i get to see him cuz i havnt seen him in a week :(.. so yah my week/weekend totally sucked so im hoping this weeks gunna go much better.. but im out for now ill update when i can .. later*
<3 laura
i love you erik!! one more day...
jeff hang in there bud your a tough kid and your gunna be ok.. i hope :-/ |
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| i love him =) |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|12:47 pm] |
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| | happy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | LaLa | ] |
Every time our eyes meet
This feeling inside me
Is almost more than I can take
Baby when you touch me
I can feel how much you love me
And it just blows me away
I've never been this close to anyone or anything
I can hear your thoughts
I can see your dreams
I don't know how you do what you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
The smell of your skin
The taste of your kiss
The way you whisper in the dark
Your hair all around me
Baby you surround me
You touch everyplace in my heart
Oh it feels like the first time every time
I wanna spent the whole night in your eyes
Every little thing that you do
I'm so in love with you
It just keeps getting better
I wanna spend the rest of my life
With you by my side
Forever and ever
Every little thing that you do
Oh, every little thing that you do
Baby I'm amazed by you
i love you erik =) |
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| ..ughhh |
[Dec. 5th, 2004|10:35 am] |
| [ | mood |
| |  okay | ] |
| [ | music |
| | friends forever- Vitamin C | ] |
again i thought today was gunna be a great day cuz i was supposed to go to eriks hockey game.. but no once again my parents decide my weekend for me..so i dont get to go to his game bc instead i get to BABYSIT ooo woohoo.. ughhhh but maybe ill get to see him after his game =) thatd be nice.. our 1 month is tuesday and im so excited for that i know its only 1 month and your all probly thinkin wat are u nuts gettin excited over a month? but if you had a bf like mine then ud be gettin excited to because youd wanna spend every second with him because thats how happy he makes you.. so backkkk offff if you think im nuts lol.. anyway sundays are always boring kinda wanna go to the mall but kinda cant because its no fun going with no money but after christmas ill have about 500$ cuz thats one of my presents from my mommmy =) aint i just a spoiled brat? so u can bet im def gunna hit up the mall... yah i def had a boring sat and pretty much a boring weekend cuz nothing went as planned, but then again when does it ever go as planned for me?? yup u guessed it *never* .. so anyways i talked to sara again and im still sooo excited to go to texas and see her!!!! yeeehaaaw as she would say :P its gunna be an awesome week but im gunna go see wats on MTV cuz like i said before thats my life.. so ill be back to write my "wicked exciting" life tommorow .. later dudes*
<33
i love you erik
almost a month.. yay! :) |
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| so bored.. |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|04:32 pm] |
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| | bored | ] |
| [ | music |
| | friends forever- Vitamin C | ] |
ughhh im soo bored so i figured hey wat the hell ill write in this gay thing again.. yupp tonight def sucked thought it was gunna be an awesome day just being with erik but i was so wrong.. watching laguna beach and talking to erik was the only good part of my day ..wanted to go out with the girls tonight since my other plans got ruined but it looks like my dad scheduled me some new ones babysit my bratty little sisters.. i love it when my parents decide my weekend plans for me.. not .. yeah so im just sittin here watchin laguna beach *my fav show ever* =)gunna go watch it .. later*
<33 |
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| i dunnnnoo... |
[Dec. 4th, 2004|12:01 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | lazy | ] |
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| | since you been gone *kelly clarkson | ] |
Well i thought this was gunna be an awesome weekend just hangin out with erik.. but i guess there was a change of plans :-/ friday we were supposed to see a movie, and i was wicked stolked about that cuz i mean my friday was going wicked good.. me and beckie started talking again and me and ashley did too.. i got my bestfriends back =)then when it came time for the movie erik couldnt go =( the only reason i was going was to be with him.. not to watch the movie duuhh.. but i went with my cousin manda and i guess we had a good time.. i slept over her house after the movie we just had a fun girls night out i guess u could say.. we danced in her room and did a bunch of crazii girl stuff.. got attacked by her dog tho haha yahh anyway today was supposed* to be a good day to.. supposed to see erik but thats not happenin til tommorow but its ok i guess ..gunna go watch his 1st hockey game tommorow =) yay! i know there gunna win cuz eriks really good at hockey and hey i do love hockey players :D .. yah talked to sara today told her that i was def commin up with miranda on feb vacation!!! WOOHOO oo my god i can not wait i miss her soo muchhh 2 months sara and were gunna have an awesome fucking week!! :D :D going up to my dads house tonight to help babysit that should be fun.. not .. probly gunna chill with courteney cuz i havnt talked to her in forever.. but im gunna go continue being bored ill spill out the rest of my life some other time dudes buuhh bye
<33 |
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| totally in a wicked awesome mood |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|04:16 pm] |
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| | bouncy | ] |
| [ | music |
| | angel- amanda perez | ] |
Today was better then i thought.. me and beckie are friends again yay =) got my bestfriend back.. and tonight i get to see my babi Erik :D!! Im soo siiiked for texas in feb i cant believe my moms actually letting me and miranda go! .. texas with miranda.. oooo boy this should be exciting lol jp i love you miranda ya so its almost time for me to see erik if you couldnt tell im wicked excited about that.. was gunna wear a skirt to the movies but then i decided id look like a retard wearing a mini skirt in 20ยบ weather huh? but hey im weird like that u never know wat im about to do next.... i def hope it snows cuz im sick of this rain bullshit..gunna hang out with manda tonight too then im goin to sleepover her house and were gunna go crazii in her room... not like that u sickos, me and her are redoing her room and were gunna go ballistic! wooooohoooo so yah todays been a wicked awesome day and i only hope it gets better for tonight =)which it should cuz i get to see erik! yay...on the other hand todays kinda a sad day cuz i had to go to the cemetary to put flowers on my grandpas grave.. =( i miss him soo much he was the only person that ever cared about me and wat i did and its so hard w/out him i seriously dont know how im makin it.. RIP grandpa 5-27-03 :'( ... yah anyways i gotta go get in the shower to get ready for tonight cuz u know me it takes me forever to get my hair done... ill lay out the rest of my life in this junk later... buhhhh bye
<33
something for you grandpa*
Everywhere i am, there youll be :)
May 27, 2003 RIP ill never ever forget you =( =(
I Love You |
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| woohoo =) |
[Dec. 3rd, 2004|05:54 am] |
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| | hyper | ] |
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| | 1,2 step :ciara | ] |
Well last night i was a little brat and i talked my mom into giving me 2 christmas presents early =) hehe.. my cousin amanda was over it was pretty fun.. ha manda hope you enjoyed listening to me and erik talk on the phone, and me play with my hair :D .. ya so i talked to erik for like idk 2hrs on the phone woohoo =) i love him soo much and its crazi how happy i actually am ... yea and its def 600 am and im like all hyped up? cuz its frrrriiiidaayyyyyy and i get to see my babii =).. yupp i def watched the 2 new episodes of laguna beach last night <-- best show ever right there..got some hotties on it ;) .. well i dunno wat else to put in this dumb thing so ill write more when i can ... buuhhh byeee
<3
Erik :-* i looooove you! |
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| These thingys are.. cool =) |
[Nov. 30th, 2004|01:55 pm] |
| [ | mood |
| | woooohooooo | ] |
| [ | music |
| | Ryan Cabrera :True | ] |
Well.. i was bored so i figured id make one of these things.. So from now on im gunna basically write my life in this thing so i hope you all enjoy my life... The past 3 weeks have been the best of my life.. i have an icredible bf and i dunno wat id do w/out him =) Erik you mean so much to me and im wicked happy were together! ..Well im supposed to be in school but im not for 2 reasons.. 1 im sick with a cold , that my bf told me i was gunna get but you know i didnt listen to him.. guess i shoulda.. and 2 im plannin my trip to Texas for Feb vaca!! :D wooot wooot im sooo siiiked for that .. get to see my cousin/ bestfriend sara that i havnt seen in forever cuz duhh.. she moved to texas.. anywho.. i was soo bored today that i actually decided to clean my room.. wat the hek was i thinking? .. strange i know , but its done and i actually like it.. the 3hr job paid off =) well i gotta get going back to my today life of watching MTV woohoo wat a life.. ill write more in this thing tommorow buhhh bye
<33 |
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